karyaku, isi hatiku

what I feel now, I've never felt before.
but not like this ... why?
Robb yes, does my heart feel the swish tinge of affection ...
or just feel sorry, sorry for myself, and in his heart,
what he is I've lied to them?

if you want to make me feel what you feel old, you successful
if you want to hurt me, I think you are also quite successful

, I feel I do not know ..

sometimes. when I can not be honest to others,
I can not even lie to you
I even say what has never been told to anyone before

someday I want you to understand, without having to say ..

.. I just wanted to apologize ..
sorry, can not always make you smile, when your heart is cloudy
sorry, when I'm angry, ak never care about your feelings.
sorry, I do not give certainty, and I know you are not very happy ..
perhaps, because I can not choose
thanks, have made me feel beautiful, even though I do not always beautiful
thank your attention so far,
thanks for the love you give

even if you sometimes annoying, makes me upset, sometimes I think how loose from you, how far from you

but
possible, the situation turned around ..
correctly said that "we will not know how valuable that person, before he really leave us"

I can not ask you again, I give you the freedom to choose, because I can not be yours, I'm afraid of sin ..
but deep inside my heart there is a beautiful place for you ..

and probably the choice ..
I have to keep smiling, even though my heart hurt
this is the consequence of choices that I give
I think I'll be able to live it, only I was not used without

I hope this choice simply because 4W1
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